I don’t know what to do if my insurance again refuses to cover treatment. Maybe I will just never eat again. I don’t want to go back to binging and purging. After almost a week without it, and basically without food, the thought of going back sounds exhausting
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I hope you get that coverage, and that inpatient. Will tomorrow bring you news on it?
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It should, yes.
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Good. At least there is not too much wait.
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The effects of not eating are pretty bad. You need to eat to live and give you energy to function.
Perhaps your exhaustion is just the effect of not eating?
I hope that your insurance covers you. Are there no options for free psych services?
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I technically “know” that I need to eat, but part of me still believes I don’t.
And not the kind of psych services I need.
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Yes. This. I always tell myself I won’t binge ever again. Maybe this is the time that will work for me. I always fall short of that promise, though.
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Me too…
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I hope you get the insurance. try eating something it will help your brain. sorry if this sounds patronising. dont go back. Be as mindful as you can ( in a positive way)
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