I think I might be a superhero


And this is a random picture of a cat.

I hardly slept last night. I’d say, at most, for an hour. An interrupted hour.

At one point, I woke biting my tongue. I couldn’t sleep after that. Shortly before 6am, I got up.

I have managed to get some water down, and I haven’t taken any laxatives yet today. I did take the diet pills.

I can’t sit still. The restlessness I get most nights seems to have spilled forth into my day. I need to be moving something, mostly my legs, or my body aches.

Also, I clearly don’t need sleep.

I have 5 hours until I go out with the friend. I have no idea what to do with that time. I feel mentally exhausted, but I can’t sleep. I feel physically restless. I can’t concentrate. Probably because I’m hardly sleeping. I might just watch Netflix or something and zone out.

3 responses »

  1. It sounds like you are going through a really rough patch.
    My GP said to me that I was a like a thoroughbred horse that needed tweaking.
    I said that I was a very heavily medicated thoroughbred.
    But I think I am more the runt of the litter needing lots of support to even function.
    And that perception is not a bad thing as it is the starting point to recovery.


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