This is my kitty.
She likes to follow me around the house. This means she often follows me into the bathroom. Which, in turn, means she has seen me purge countless times.
I always wonder when she watches me purge (and she watches intently) what she thinks. I wonder if she knows something is wrong, if she is simply curious, or if she is eying the straw in my hand (and throat) wishing she could play with it. She loves playing with straws.
Sometimes, when she watches me purge, it makes me sad. I’m not sure why, exactly. It feels wrong