Even if it’s just dehydration

After seeing the scale just now, being up all night dealing with a laxative overdose was worth it.

Sick

I just keep vomiting abd I’m not sure why. It’s going to be a long night.

Exercise-indused nausea

For the first time in 6 years, I exercised until I vomited.

I had wanted to go longer, but I’m literally too sick right now. I’m so frustrated.

I always do this

I never start taking laxatives again in small amounts and working my way up. I dive in, taking around what landed me in the ER last time I was taking them, then end up sick all night, usually vomiting.

Remind me why I do this to myself?