All I can see are they.
The blue veins of life…of death…
I have the blade in my hand, ready.
But I am scared.
I want to, but I can’t bring myself to.
The finality.
Tonight, I am afraid of the finality of it.
Other times, I long for that.
I crave it. I need it.
But tonight, I am scared.
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