Day #10: Share a secret.
Sometimes I see things like luggage or boxes or other inanimate objects and I feel intense jealousy toward them because I know they weigh less than I do. I resent them.
Today was pretty uneventful. I went to church with a friend this morning. I came home and watched a couple episodes of Mr Selfridge. I took a nap. I studied for my final. Now I’m watching Psych with my brother’s girlfriend.
Oh, and I binged and purged after church. And then avoided food since. After binging and purging all day yesterday, I had a horrible, terrible bulimia hangover this morning.
I “fixed” it by binging and purging again. Then, I got in a “I hate food” mood and was angry and resentful toward it. So I haven’t eaten. I’m not looking forward to tomorrow, I haven’t followed my meal plan at all this week. I will definitely hear about it.