So I got a message from the boy today.
The one I just broke up with because he doesn’t love me and was only in a relationship with me because he felt depressed not being in a relationship?
“I feel like I have such a strong attachment to you that staying away from you is like pulling apart bonded hydrogen atoms in my heart.”
WHAT???
I feel stupid. Stupid and used. Manipulated. Lied to.
Mostly stupid.
Hurt. My heart physically hurts.
Blind. Foolish.
But also like I deserved. Every last bit of it.
And so, very stupid.
The boy told me he was only in a relationship with me because he felt depressed not being in a relationship, but he doesn’t really have feelings for me.
I guess he got me back for breaking his heart by breaking mine.
a2eternity 