Almost as soon as I submitted my last post, I got a call from the eating disorder clinic. They are recommending partial hospitalization (their highest level of care) and want me to stay in their apartments for added support. They want me to start next week. They’re waiting to hear back from my insurance to make sure I’m approved for treatment.
I’m so relieved. I’m so nervous. I’m definitely overwhelmed.
I hope my insurance cooperates. I hate that they have the power to refuse my treatment against what the professionals recommend.
My goals for this week are to just get through with my sanity, try not to think about treatment too much, and lose a little weight before I have to start work on being healthy.