My subconscious is more self-aware than I am

I sat in a room and cried for you. I missed you so much. I sobbed and sobbed and I felt the pain.

And then I woke up.

I can’t properly grieve my sister’s death while I’m awake, so apparently I’ve started doing it in my sleep.

Hoping not to meet the ambien walrus

Guess who’s on Ambien now??
That’s right, this girl!

I took it for the first time last night. I don’t I did anything weird, which is a relief. I did, however, have a slew of crazy and bizarre dreams.

However, after doing some research, I’m just not sure this is a drug I should be on, considering my history with mental illness.

We’ll see how it goes. Wish me luck.