This morning I got my medical clearance for the EIOP. It took over 3 hours. I got prodded, poked 6 times, an EKG, gave urine, and eventually sent out to a lab to get the rest of my blood because they couldn’t get it at my doctor’s office.
Today is also my ex-fiance’s birthday. I’m not handling the day well. I’ve been in tears a lot throughout the day.
I’ve been gone ALL DAY (I had my DBT group after my medical clearance) so I haven’t binged and purged today. I also haven’t taken any laxatives today, so I’m feeling a lot better physically. However, with the emotional distress I’m in right now, I will probably be binging and purging the rest of the night. Especially since I’m alone tonight. I just need to get out of my head.
a2eternity 
I am terribly sorry. I wish you could just sleep instead. Getting a good amount of sleep always helps me to feel better in mind and body. Take the best care of you that you can.
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I hope you can rest and find comfort. Please take care of yourself.
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*hugs* I hope you were able to get some rest 😦
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Sending you strength for his evening x
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First of all, congrats on getting approved! One of the most difficult parts of recovery was the onslaught of emotions that comes up from a life time of staying numb. Hang in there and good luck!
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