Picture Dump 1: Cutting Urges *trigger warning*

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cutting urge

The other night I had an ice cream sandwich. I immediately felt the urge to cut. I felt like I deserved to be punished for eating the ice cream sandwich. I felt like I had done something reprehensible and needed to atone for it.

Luckily, I was able to distract myself long enough to keep myself from cutting (partly by doing this picture).

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  1. A2!! First, I am so incredibly glad you were resourceful enough to work your way out if this by drawing that picture. You scared the freakin’ defecation out of me till I got to where you didn’t cut. You see, My oldest daughter was a cutter. She hid that for a long time, which wasn’t hard to do away at school. The first time I saw the scars I felt gut-punched.

    I’m VERY GLAD you posted this!! Getting it out and documenting this success is vital for you! Consider my reaction a measure of how much I want to support your recovery, how much you are in my prayers!!

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