Nov9

It starts today

Posted on November 9, 2015 by abstemious2eternity

I’m starting this today, so I’m fasting today.

I don’t know what “MONO” means so I’ll just make something up that day.

I like having different targets each day, it makes life more interesting. And doing something like this should help keep me accountable and hopefully reduce the binging and purging. At least, it always has in the past. I don’t expect to “fix” anything “fast,” it’s just for my peace of mind.

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OcianeKnits on November 9, 2015 at 8:21 am said:

I think mono means you’re only supposed to eat one type of food that day! (But I’m not 100% sure)
Good luck! 🙂

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- abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 8:59 am said:
  
  Could be!
  
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mentalcanyons on November 9, 2015 at 8:36 am said:

Are the numbers the amount of calories you’ll take in each day? If so, seems like a dangerous diet. From one historically bulimic person to another, please be careful!

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- abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 8:58 am said:
  
  Yes, that’s what it means
  
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Mandelin on November 9, 2015 at 9:53 am said:

How on earth is depriving yourself going to “reduce” the B/P?!?! YouYour body is going to SCREAM at you for food, triggering the B/Pc
cycle. Oh, dear.. You are setting yourself up for failure, and ultimate continuation of your ED. Be NICE to yourself!!!!!!!!!!!

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dying2thin on November 9, 2015 at 11:52 am said:

don’t listen to them, you can do this! You can do anything you set your mind to you can be so thin, mono means you choose one thing e.g watermelon that you can eat as much as you want of that day, it has to be single food though not a dish and healthy preferably fruits or veg

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- abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 12:02 pm said:
  
  Thanks!
  
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  - dying2thin on November 9, 2015 at 12:09 pm said:
    
    I’m here if you ever need me, ill be your cheerleader
    
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    - abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 12:13 pm said:
      
      I really appreciate that.
      
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      - dying2thin on November 9, 2015 at 12:19 pm said:
        
        anytime! If you need me you can also email or even whatsapp
        
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The Happy Healthy Kiwi on November 9, 2015 at 4:48 pm said:

This seems like way too low an amount of calories, it really seems like starving yourself. Did a doctor come up with this? Please be careful, at face value it looks dangerous

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- abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 5:08 pm said:
  
  I doubt a doctor came up with this. It was probably someone with an eating disorder.
  
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  - The Happy Healthy Kiwi on November 9, 2015 at 5:10 pm said:
    
    Yeah that’s what I was thinking. Please be careful, the last thing you want to do is starve yourself
    
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    - abstemious2eternity on November 9, 2015 at 5:10 pm said:
      
      Right now that’s exactly what I want to do.
      
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stayhopeful333 on November 10, 2015 at 7:04 pm said:

This will not help you recover but I’m sure you already know that. Restricting will only lead to stronger urges to binge and purge. It makes me very sad that someone is willing to be a cheerleader for this.

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A-thena on November 11, 2015 at 2:09 am said:

This is exactly what I want to do right now too.

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- abstemious2eternity on November 11, 2015 at 5:23 am said:
  
  Are you going to?
  
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  - A-thena on November 11, 2015 at 8:29 pm said:
    
    Yes, I think so, things have just been too much lately and restricting gives me such comfort and structure, as odd as that sounds. I think I’ll wait for my mensis to be done before I start though.
    
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KatieComeBack on November 13, 2015 at 10:30 am said:

I also think the low calories are setting you up to be binge-ready….why not add 500 calories to each day so you don’t stunt your metabolism?

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