I was in a Halloween mood so I watched Scream. I’d never seen it before. I watched it right before bed. My ex told me he hoped I didn’t have nightmares. With my PTSD, I’m very prone to getting nightmares.
I did have nightmares, but not like you’d think. I had eating disorder nightmares. Dreams like being attacked by food. Or dreams where I’m forced to eat food. Dreams where I eat and can’t purge. Dreams of being chased by food with legs. On and on, all night, I had eating disordered nightmares. These dreams are very draining and I usually wake up crying.
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Urgh. I know those dreams. The underlying anxiety and fear is the same; just different subconscious triggers to instill that feeling. So many times I’ve woken up screaming and crying. I hope you get some rest and some respite. Sleep sweetly. xo.
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I’ve had dreams like this too. And we go to sleep to escape all this! I hope you get some rest soon, hugs xxx
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I don’t have an eating disorder although I get accused of it often enough. Humans are never happy unless they are trying to bring someone else down. Anyway, I still have “Drunk Dreams” where I’m out somewhere drunk and I have to get home but can’t. I usually wake up with tears after those. When I realize I’m home and ok I do feel immense relief. Hope you can get some relief.
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Wishing you some gentle films with gentle nights sleep too. Have you seen film Inside Out – it is lovely 🙂
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I haven’t. Is that the new Pixar film?
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http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2096673/ I think this is a link to the info about it. Still have not remembered the knitting website i wanted to tell you about
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Got it: http://www.stitchlinks.com/ It was you wasn’t it, who posted about knitting – now i am doubting it – been trying to remember that website for my project for ages.
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Yes, I posted about knitting. Thank you.
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