Today I…


I don’t actually have a drivers license. Yes, I’m 31 and have no license. Driving just makes me so anxious that I usually avoid it and have done so for 15 years. However, I recognize that I need my license for independence purposes, so today, I went driving. I drove around suburbs and quiet neighborhoods for about an hour. Next time, I might get out onto some main streets. I hope to be ready to pass my driving test within the next couple months.

I also worked a lot on my niece’s scarf, which is good because I’ve been so depressed lately that I haven’t been knitting and hardly anything has gotten done on it. I’ve made it to almost 2 feet now, so that’s wonderful! I need to have it finished by the 22nd when my sister gets back.

And I, of course, worked out. Food intake was pretty good today. I think it was pretty close to what a “normal” person would eat. I’m trying to curb the binging and restricting.

I also developed a fever. My rheumatologist told me this is a side effect of the rheumatoid arthritis. I took a nap for a couple hours and felt a little better after.

Also, this is my 500th post.


18 responses »

  1. I completely understand what you are going through with your driving anxiety. I can’t say that the anxiety ever goes away, but it does get better! Also, congratulations on your 500th post!


  2. Congratulations on your 500th post. Thank you for popping by my blog, I was dubious at first whether to follow you: I’ve had very very dear people in my life with bulimia and not being able to help them at the time pained me… but I look forward to reading you πŸ™‚

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  3. Congrats on this being your 500th post! I also stopped driving lessons because being in the car made me too anxious, I want to learn though for the independence,

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