Daily Archives: August 3, 2015




I finished my friend’s scarf! Now I’m going to make her a hat because I have leftover yarn. Shhh, she doesn’t know about the hat.


Not a paperweight!


Microsoft seems to have fixed whatever the problem was that turned my computer into a shiny paperweight after the Windows 10 upgrade! I’m soooo relieved! I’ve been running my computer in Windows for about 3 hours now with no issues, and even played some World of Warcraft. My computer is one of the things that helps me keep my sanity, so it was a rough weekend without it.**

**I wasn’t completely without it, I have a Linux Mint live cd on a usb stick so I was able to use my computer to for the internet, but I didn’t have access to any of my Windows games. Other than games, I can do pretty much anything I need to do in Linux.

Overall Frustration


My weight has plateaued. Plus, it’s at the same weight it was at before I started losing weight, which makes me think I wasn’t actually losing weight at all. Arg!

In other news, I spent much of the last couple of days in bed, sick. I still got in my workouts, but most of the rest of my time was spent horizontal, sick and nauseous. Partly I think it was too many laxatives, but partly I think it was just sickness.

Tomorrow I’m going to hang out with a friend. While I enjoy hanging out with her, I always get such high anxiety before going out with anyone.

I got a call this morning from the mental health clinic. My last psychiatrist left, so I had to start seeing a new one. I was supposed to see her on Thursday. However, I was told this morning that the new one quit so I can’t see anyone right now. What?? They have other psychiatrists, but I can’t see anyone? Not anyone at all?

So between the weight, the anxiety, and the psychiatrist, I’m very frustrated today.