Where is the line between lapse and relapse? I haven’t eaten in days. I’m currently drinking coffee to numb the gnawing hunger and calm my anxiety. I’m in danger of being kicked out of eiop or being sent back to php. My counselor is planning to call my parents about my unwillingness to eat.
I can’t eat. I can’t. I don’t know why. I just can’t.
I worry I won’t sleep tonight because of the coffee.
I ran out of coffee, so I can’t rely on it for tomorrow. I have celery, but I can’t even get myself to eat that. Hungry, but unable to eat.
a2eternity 
Hugs from me. It’s okay to need help again. Take things one day at a time.
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It’s so hard to accept that I need help. Thank you.
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I don’t do well in that department either. Xx
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Hugs to you. But you do know that coffee makes anxiety worse right?
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It actually depends on the person. Coffee soothes my anxiety (when I’m eating).
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Without any fuel or energy, you are unable to put up any resistance or fight to ED. Do your best please. I believe you can!
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