Daily Archives: March 30, 2015

My body is full of food and it’s disgusting


I eat 6 times a day here. I am always full.

Still, somehow, my body finds a way to crave binging and purging. Physically I feel the need each night when I get home. Sometimes I am successful in resisting the urge. Sometimes I am not. 

Last night was mostly successful.

I meet with my counselor today. I’m not looking forward to it since I have been binging and purging, didn’t have breakfast yesterday, and have had to boost every day.