Last night I was pretty freaked out. I binged and purged a couple times, but managed not to self-harm. I did, however, take an excessive amount of laxatives. I was awake on and off all night with nausea, severe diarrhea, and cramps. I got up an hour and a half before I needed to leave because I was tired of fighting sleep, showered, and got ready to go.
I leave for PHP in 13 minutes. I’m trying to stay calm. Wish me luck today.