First day of partial hospitalization


Last night I was pretty freaked out. I binged and purged a couple times, but managed not to self-harm. I did, however, take an excessive amount of laxatives. I was awake on and off all night with nausea, severe diarrhea, and cramps. I got up an hour and a half before I needed to leave because I was tired of fighting sleep, showered, and got ready to go.

I leave for PHP in 13 minutes. I’m trying to stay calm. Wish me luck today.


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  1. Good luck, dearest. It’s just the first day – don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Test the waters, go in with an open mind. See where it goes. Love and prayers for you!

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