Nov7 An exercise in will? Posted on November 7, 2014 by abstemious2eternity Standard I leave for California in 2 weeks. All I can think of is how massive and disgusting I am. He wants to go to the beach and I just want to hide inside. I keep toying with the idea of not eating between now and when I leave. Share this:Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window)Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window)Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window)Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window)Like this:Like Loading...