I am so exhausted. Mostly emotionally.
My friend flies out tomorrow. She’s been here for 10 days. I love here. I like her. But I am so ready for tomorrow.
I can’t wait to go home. I can’t wait to have access to my bike again. I can’t wait to not feel like everything I’m eating is being scrutinized and judged. I can’t wait to just relax. Just be.
I am almost even feeling excited. Like…if I could feel excited. Or anything good.
Hopefully I fall asleep soon. I just need to be home.