I woke up still exhausted. I went through my morning routine of using the toilet, undressing, and weighing. Overnight my weight went up 6 pounds.
Despite the hours of exercise yesterday, the laxatives, the purging, I still managed to gain 6 pounds. I cried.
Then I went back to bed. I’m probably going to take some sleep meds and try to sleep for a couple days. If I’m sleeping, I’m not eating.