The future looks exhausting

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I got in my third workout of the day after binging and purging on my first ever delivery order of Chinese food.

I am now exhausted, lying in bed, belly full of water and laxatives.

Tomorrow is another day. Another day of food and vomit. Another day of diet pills and laxatives. Another day of exercising until my body gives out. And the thought of it is exhausting. Is overwhelming.

But I don’t know how to stop. I can’t stop.

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3 responses »

  1. Time for that hospital admission. I am worried for your life. Please try and source some potassium and magnesium tablets. I know they will go straight through but at least it’s worth a try. And just keep the fluid up, water, water, water x

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