So I got my call from the eating disorder center.
They say I won’t be admitted until probably the first week of July.
I barely managed to get through the call. As soon as I hung up, I started crying. More like sobbing.
I barely feel like I’m hanging on right now, and waiting 3 more weeks seems like an eternity.
She said that I may need to be hospitalized between now and admission if things don’t improve, and is going to talk to my case worker with the county behavioral health center.
I feel like giving up.
a2eternity 
Don’t give up. If you need to be in hospital , then you need to be in hospital , there is no shame in needing support. You can do this. Xoxo
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You are almost there, and you can do it. Hugs.
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I agree with hellokalykitty’s comment that there is no shame in asking for help. It’s good that you have the insight to see that you need the support.
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