Yesterday morning, I went to get my x-rays. The x-ray technician was pleasant and funny, so that was nice.
Afterward, I came home and took a nap. Then, my dad and I went to Pizza Hut for their lunch buffet. My dad really likes their buffet. I tried a couple bites of a few things, but I wasn’t impressed. I ate a salad. I do like salad. Then I came home and purged, took laxatives and diet pills, and exercised. Then I took another nap.
In the afternoon, I went to the laundromat and washed clothes. I passed out at one point and hit something, shaving the skin off the knuckle of my right hand.
When I got home from laundry, I was really sick and weak, so I lay down again and slept for a few hours. I had planned to sleep for the night because I was just over the day and not feeling well. However, around 9pm, my mom called me saying she bought me dinner.
I was not a happy bunny. I hate being surprised with food. I feel guilty if I don’t eat it and I feel guilty if I do.
So, I ate it. It made me REALLY sick and I couldn’t finish it. I purged it, naturally.
After my new normal routine of purging, laxatives, diet pills, and working out, I watched So You Think You Can Dance, then went to bed for the night. Thankfully, I slept really well.
Today has been pretty low key. I ate and purged some cereal (apparently my restricting is over) and took my pills. Soon I’ll be going over to my brothers’ for the weekend, and I’m meeting a friend in the morning for breakfast.
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I know when I take a lot of pills they make me feel really sick. If you aren’t going to stop, maybe switch to a different brand? I hope you feel better today. I don’t want you to die. Is it possible to keep anything down?
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It’s not at this moment. I’ve tried different brands but this is the one I prefer. I’m trying not to overdo it with the laxatives, though.
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Pizza Hut buffets are rarely the best quality of food. I think back to the days when Sizzler was here in Australia and quantity seemed more important that quality.
Is there any way you can stop yourself from purging?
All of my odd and very extreme behaviors, related to OCD and ADD, were resolved by the antipsychotic medication, seroquel.
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Xo
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I feel like buffets are just nasty bacteria-fests anyway. Ugh. What pills do you take?
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For the diet pills, slimquick pure. For laxatives, bisacodyl.
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What is your opinion on slim quick?
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I haven’t noticed significant weight loss, but it does help with energy, probably because it has a significant amount of caffeine in it, which I don’t normally consume. Initially, probably again because of the caffeine, I also noticed a decrease in appetite, but that wore off pretty quickly.
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