I just got a call from the behavioral health guy. He called up my insurance and they want me to do the PHP at the eating disorder center where I was before, and stay in their housing, so I would have 24/7 support.
I’m ok with this. I would much rather do that than inpatient at a hospital. Plus, I already know the staff and am comfortable there.
I called them, and I go in next week for an intake evaluation. I’ll keep you updated as I know anything.
a2eternity 
That’s great news that you are getting the support you want.
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Thank you. It’s a huge relief.
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YaY. Great news
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YES!!!!!!
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Awesome. I do think you have made my day, with this.
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Awww, I’m so glad! Thank you again for your support and your prayer.
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Are you nervous? I’m freaked out to do group therapy and when offered PHP I had a melt down. I admire you for being able to do this!
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I’m REALLY nervous. And a couple months ago I would have refused. However, doing the intensive outpatient program for 5 weeks recently helped me warm up to the idea, especially since my treatment team was trying to bump me up to PHP the last couple weeks I was there but my insurance wouldn’t go for it. Also, since leaving the IOP (insurance) I have been spiraling quickly and it has me kind of scared. It’s not sustainable and I’m afraid of becoming suicidal again, or dying. I know I need a drastic change. So while one part of me is crying and screaming not to do it, the side that wants to get better is starting to get sone strength.
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