Today was pretty uneventful. I went to church with a friend this morning. I came home and watched a couple episodes of Mr Selfridge. I took a nap. I studied for my final. Now I’m watching Psych with my brother’s girlfriend.
Oh, and I binged and purged after church. And then avoided food since. After binging and purging all day yesterday, I had a horrible, terrible bulimia hangover this morning.
I “fixed” it by binging and purging again. Then, I got in a “I hate food” mood and was angry and resentful toward it. So I haven’t eaten. I’m not looking forward to tomorrow, I haven’t followed my meal plan at all this week. I will definitely hear about it.
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Chin up, you can do this. Today isn’t lost and tomorrow isn’t hopeless. Each day we refuse to give up, even though we may slip up, we are one step closer.
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