Bulimia: This girl is doing it wrong.
Anyway, this is essentially what my day has consisted of.
I’m frustrated with myself.
My goal for tomorrow is to NOT binge and purge.
I would like to say that it’s also to try to follow my meal plan, but honestly, I’d just like to not binge and purge at the moment.
One day at a time, that’s all you can do. Sending love x
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Thank you! ❤
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That was my goal each day, when things are overwhelming I think it is a good plan of action.
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It didn’t work out, so it’s my plan again tomorrow.
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It might sound stupid or something. But.. One day at a time, is too long time for one individual, who suffers from all those feelings you perhaps suffer from. I’ve been kind of “free” from eating disorders for… maybe 3 years. It’ll come back. And it had under this amount of time. But.. It’s all have to be like: “do whatever I want for the moment” – except for thinking and/or doing something that is neither good for your body/emotional life.
What do you like to do? And what do you do, if you ever feel balanced in your emotions?
I really hope you get better!
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At the moment, there is actually very little I enjoy doing. I’ve lost interest in just about everything.
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Okay. Sad to hear that..
Has this something to do with your negativity against yourself?
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I think it has more to do with the depression.
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It goes hand in hand.:/
Are you eating any meds?
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I am on some meds, yes
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I hope you’ll get better! Keep on fighting for your life!
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